2018

Hey there! Its 2000 and 18…!!! Already!

Gila. Its been so long since the establishment (KONON!) of this blog. But funny thing is nothing much change though… Sigh…
Im writing this pun because Im feeling sleepy. And my urgent works dah siap! (yay!). Tapi kerja lain ada je lagi. Yang penting punya je lah dah settle. So bule la mengarut kejap.

Talking about work.
Im now has been transferred to new project in Klang Valley. Finally! After almost 5 years ulang-alik JB, now Im back working in KL. Work wise, the challenge is getting tougher. But I still can manage. Luckily this new project there’s Manager to lead me. Well, to be honest Im still not ready to Manage & Lead things. Even any small decision making pun, the little sister normally will help to decide. Maybe its AB thing I guess.

Im deeply involve in KPop (EXO in particular) for the past 4 years. Been going to concert (hell yeahh!). Local and even overseas! Although the concert was held in Singapore, but still I went there! Crazy right? I never thought that I wil carelessly spend so much money on this kind of things but to think again about it, it makes me happy! Kpop makes me Happy.

Since I love KPop, I make an annual trip to Seoul. Sometimes, I even went to Seoul more than once for a year. I love exploring Seoul. KL sendiri pun tak habis jalan, tapi Seoul I’ve been everywhere. Maybe when KL wheather is nice and not too hot, I should try explore KL more. Hehe…

What else eh?
Oh, and Im wearing braces now. Well, its been a year and half already.

I can’t think of anything new to update anymore.
Till then.

what2do

Its Saturday and Hari Raya Qurban week.

Im not going back to KL this week as my family decided to come to JB. And Dean will be in Sunway pulak for his Malaysia Promo. Dean aahh, miane ahhh… Cheongmal mianeyo…

Pagi tadi, ada la borak-borak sikit dengan colleague regarding ‘relationship’. I asked him what is wrong with me? Am I such an unapproachable person?

He was hesitate to give me the answer at first. But then he tell me that it is because “Im too easy” “Easy? What do you mean by EASY…?” “You’re not serious. Your happy bubbly personality makes people think that you’re not taking things seriously. So people cannot take you as a serious person. That make it hard to approach you”

And the statement hit me! Right away. And Im thinking, this is not the first time people say this kind of things to me.

I was trying so hard not to be CRAZY SERIOUS person, but turns out people sees me as being TOO UNSERIOUS pulak.

What should I do then?

Help.

Cheer Up

Anneyong!!! Im back from Seoul pulak… Kekekeke

But 1st, I need to rant my self out! Ok, a week before I went to Seoul, suppose we need to return the Bukit Indah house key. And the same week jugak kena pindah new office and internal audit will be held as well. I know, I know, it is a hectic week for everybody while Im taking my time off and fly away to my hometown (Seoul of course!).

Tapi tu la, sampai la ni, kunci rumah kat Bukit Indah tu tak di return pun. Orang yg patut handle benda tu (Roshila) kata tak boleh reach orang tu pulak. Ko call bape kali bule aku tanya? Ko pun nak lepas tangan kan? Ko tak boleh ye buat kerja sampai habis sorang2..??

And sampai barang aku nak kena pindah kan pun aku rasa orang lain kemas kan. Ko dok fikir barang ko je kan? Ye, ye, aku tau, barang ko banyak. But I thought you are my friend??? That’s when I realized that “Everybody is selfish” “You have to take care of your ownself”. Yup, reality checked is TOUGH!

Today, me myself try contact again the number that the house owner given last time. Hello!? The person on the other side of the phone pick up!! How come you said the number was not in service last time???? Maigod. Now, nak jadi cerita, memang aku kena settle kan jugak lah benda ni dengan ko kan? Ko sedap nak duduk bilik masterbed. Alasan ko, sebab ko dah kahwin, and sometime laki ko nak datang. Waddaa…???! Nak settle house key, ko boleh berkira lak ngan aku.

Takpe laahhhh. I need to keep my positive vibe intact. Hopefully my Mr Happy Virus can keep me “Cheer Up”. Hopefully. Park Channie ahhhh, please help me ahhhh…

Get'cha Head In The Game

Olaa! Happy Olympic’s Month! 

So, I was involve in 2 games (dengan secara tak sengaja). One is IJM Games, and the other one is Sukan Kerja Raya, which I get invited by Infra Division. For IJM Games, of course we want to keep the championship. And Thank GOD, we DID! Alhamdullillah…

 

During IJM Games, one of the most anticipated games was Volleyball. Memang gempak la match tu. And during the games, my wandering eyes catch a glimpse of few player (read : HOT guys). Men in sweat & good in sport? Of course la attractive kan? For me at least. But I don’t even know their name. But it was all good. At least dapat cuci mata.

 

So a week after that, ada game Sukan Kerja Raya pulak. We managed to secure Silver this time. And, yang bagi lagi syok, there’s a volleyball player that participate during IJM Games also get invited to join the SKR Games as well! And because of that, I finally know his name =)

 

I don’t know, but this time I feel like I need to approach this guy. I have to be brave. I have his number, but what should I say? 3 days after the game ended, I’ve decided, I need to make a move. I should text him. I don’t care.

 

I TEXTED HIM!

 

And he replied! Well, not as much as what I hope, but yeah, he replied. So now, my intention is, let us be friend. Tak tau la how far this relationship will go. But at least, I tried.

 

Till then, hope all will go well. In sya Allah. Wish me luck!

Complain

Hey guys, hows u’ve been..?

So, by August nanti akan pindah rumah lagi. This time around, apartment pulak. And there will be only me & Shila dekat rumah baru nanti. The other girls will be staying in landed terrance house dekat Nusa Sentral. 

 

Speaking of rumah, since kata nak pindah ni, rumah dekat Bukit Indah start buat hal pulak. Mula-mula water heater pump dah tak function. So, air sangat lah slow (and no more hot water in the morning! Maigad..!!). Lepas tu lampu kat dressing table pulak start kelip-kelip. La ni, air langsung takde kat Master Bedroom punye toilet. Since then, kena la mandi kat toilet depan which is shared dengan the other 2 girls right in front of our room.

 

And the Toilet! Oh man! Honestly speaking, thank God masa mandi tak pakai cermin mata. So can you imagine how nasty the toilet was? Tengoklah, kalo rajin tangan, akan dihayun la sikit cuci tandas tu. Im not saying that im a super hygiene clean person, tapi kalo sink pun dah takde kaler putih, dah naik geli pulak.

 

I think, tonight will be the first time Shila going to use the toilet and I sure she also will have a complaint about it. But sometime I think Shila can be a bit annoying too. She’s quite a clean person, but not till OCD level. You get what I mean? What I’m trying to say is, don’t complain about others when you yourself also not that good. Toilet kat bilik master bed tu pun basuh biasa-biasa ja. Takde sental betul pun. Well, let see and wait what she will talk about it later this evening.

 

So, peringatan untuk diri sendiri, malam kang kalo rajin pegi cuci toilet depan.


Update on the next day : That other 2 girls just cleaned and washed the toilet last night! I don't know which one but yeah, chommal kamsahamnida!!

 

Exodus

So, its been almost 3 months now since I start resume to work with IJM. Ngehh, tak yah la nak selindung-selindung lagi. There, I said it.

Sebenarnya nak story pasal benda lain. Lately, little sister and me agak kerap kongsi cerita bab heart-to-heart. Especially since dah ramai cousin yang tamat zaman bujang kan? Kitorang pulak macam tak habis-habis nak enjoy ngan dunia kitorang. Dengan K-Pop laa, nak travel la, nak dok umah sesama laa…

And to be honest, I did thinking about to settle down! Indeed! Sapa yang tak nak kan? Ada la minat-minat, pandang-pandang. Tapi takat tu je la…

Ada sekejap tu, kerap gak stalk twitter Dr Heartpill, tapi rasa macam langit ngan bumi lak. Budak ofis? Ada dulu kat site lama. Turns out, aku gak yang frust menonggeng sebab feeling sorang-sorang.

Now, since dok dekat HQ ni, ada usha sorang mamat ni jugak. I know he’s younger than me. But suka jugak la tengok, sebab dia ni tinggi. Character wise, a bit poyo. So kadang-kadang macam rasa kureng laa… Other than that I think he’s not bad.

Selepas nak dekat setahun, baru tau who he really is. Well, Im kinda surpised! Dulu rasa dia ni macam staff biasa-biasa je. Now I think he deserve a respect! Bapak dia bukan calang-calang orang rupanya, and he humbly start his career with IJM from the bottom *imaginary hat bow*

And tetiba, my perception towards him jadi tukar. Rasa macam terminat lak tetiba. Haisyh, tak tau niat ni betul ke tak… Ampun, ya Allah. Betul kan niat aku balik. Amin!

Come Back Home

Im coming back.
It certainly not an easy decision.
But I’ve decided to come back.
Hope everything will be ok.
I need to re-focused again and ignore the fuss that definitely will surface once I step back my feet in the company.
Well, let just hope and pray that it will be OK.

Amin!

Love Turns You Upside Down

Its 5th day of working in this new company that I decide to move on to. So far, I can’t say much as Im still coping with the new system and from the previous company.

But, what I come to realized was, I think, I have a secret relationship with the previous company. Ye la, 7 years kot! Bukan sekejap. Kadang-kadang, tetiba rasa sedih nak nangis. Nak call ofis, checking emails, respond to the whatsapp group (which sebelum ni rasa ya, ampun gila malas aku nak check). Withdrawal symptom finally kicked-in!

However, as I promised myself, I will try my best to fit in. Walaupun sometimes feels like nak reconcile balik dengan IJM. Maybe I deserved a break.

Maybe.

Counting the Days

So, now Im in dilemma. I don’t know whether they really value my works ethics or they just want to toy with my feelings and future.

I know, I know, being an employee in this company has its own perks. Tapi the way bosses ni suruh aku stay buat aku sendiri doubting my own decision. Ke aku yang mudah sangat lembut hati? Benar kah?? Unbelievable!

I am suppose to be counting days, minutes and seconds to enjoy my freedom. But instead, struggling with never ending tasks and still weighing my final decision.

"Kau Sedang Buat Apa??"

As on 14th November 2009, this is what I was doing:-

1. 6:35am – Bangun pagi, capai handphone, update twitter pasal mimpi best malam tadi (hehh…)

2. 7:50am – Sampai ofis, capai handphone, update twitter pasal jalan tak jem hari ni (double hehh…)

3. 8:20am – Sambil tengah check e-mail, facebook & upload gambar dekat facebook, tetiba dengar bunyi “citt, citt…” dekat belakang. Mungkin Cik Siti sedang sarapan pagi agaknya.

4. 8:25am – Saya menjerit macam perempuan! (euuww…) Cik Siti buat penampilan mengejut! Haiyoh… Bikin ribut saja pagi-pagi.

5. 9:15am – Sedang berfikir untuk keluar lunch awal. Mahu tengok ‘Pisau Cukur’ dekat Alamanda.

6. 10:08am – Sedang stress dengan Incik CM yang sibuk-sibuk bising pasal VO Works. Benci, benci…!!

7. 11:33am – Sudah lebih 11:30am. Masih belum dapat decide mahu tengok ‘Pisau Cukur’ atau tidak. Akhirnya berjaya membuat keputusan pada pukul 11:53am. Terus ke Alamanda.

8. 2:26pm – Sudah pulang ke ofis dari Alamanda. Misi untuk menonton ‘Pisau Cukur’ gagal kerana orang ramai sangat. Isyh, kacau daun betul!

9.


Ehh? Dah cukup 8 lah! Alaah, baru nak masuk pukul 3. Takpe lah. Entri yang lain pula. Hehh, my work is DONE! :)

Can't Take My Eyes Off You

Yellloo…
Aduh, malas betul nak apdet blog.
Kosong dengan idea sebenarnya.
OR yang sebetulnya, terlalu asyik dengan sesuatu (or seseorang…?)
Hee…
Biarkan saya dengan dunia saya ye.

Yang saya perasan, mata saya ni semakin teruk pulak rabunnya sekarang.
Tapi tetap tak sedar diri tak mahu pakai cermin mata.
Rimas la ada benda terletak kat hidung.
Kalau hidung mancung bak seludang lain la.
Contact lens – certainly not my list of options.
Tak berani la nak cucuk-cucuk mata dengan benda itu.
Sakai gak kan aku ni?
Ngeh…

Hari Jumaat yang lepas, berjaya menjadi pekerja yang tak bagus.
Curi masa kejap tengok G.I Joe.
Ok la. But still saya rasa Transformers lagi super hebat!
That’s my opinion. Orang lain suka hati diorang la kan?

Dan… dan…
Masa dalam panggung tu ada check fesbuk kejap.
Hey, sekali dapat komen daripada orang yang ditunggu-tunggu.
Huh, nasib kamu ingat lagi ya!
Sungguh happy kerana komen itu disusuli pula dengan message di inbox fesbuk saya.
Wooahh, senyum tak ingat…!
Luckily masa tu pakai mask dalam hall tu.
Kalau tak, mesti orang dah cakap saya ni mereng agaknya.

So, cut the story short.
I have a date on this 29th…!
Well, not really a date la kan?
Tapi kalau la that appointment turn into a date, apa salahnya kan?
Gaggagaga…

Next day, saya dapat berborak pulak dengan Tuan Punya Badan itself!
(huih, banyak betul tanda seru entri kali ni. Hihhi)
Obviously I’m SUPER-DUPER HAPPY.
Even my colleague pun perasan saya dah jadi macam orang gila.
Tak tentu arah nak buat kerja lepas tu.
Dan… dan…
He’s told me a little secret.
Just the two of us.
Uhh… Spicy right…?
;)

Secara konklusinya, saya tak sabar-sabar hendak tunggu tarikh 29 August itu.
Tapi tak la terlalu teruja.
Nanti takut kecewa pula.
But still, I’m looking forward for that date.

Friends, please bare with me ok?
Sorry if I sound like a moron.
Just, be happy for me.
Pretty Please… :)



nota cardio : Congrats to my newlywed friends who is expecting their first born child. Uhh… I heard someone getting twins! Pada yang belum ada rezeki, sabar yeh. Usaha lagi. Oh, I’m so happy for you guys…!

Staring At The Sun

It’s Eclipse!
Tapi tak dapat tengok pun.
Terperap macam jeruk mangga dalam ofis je masa kejadian the longest total solar eclipse of the 21st century itu.
Amat super sibuk sekarang ni.
Entri kali ini hanya dicatit dalam point form sahaja ya.
Oh, ini mungkin entri terakhir… untuk bulan ni.
Hee, saje bagi cuak.

OK, start.

SATU
… *blank kejap* …
Haa, da ingat. Awal bulan Julai hari tu, saya ada buat satu pesanan secara online. Tapi sampai ke hari ni masih lagi belum dapat respon daripada pihak yang di sebelah sana mengenai hal pembayaran. Haisyhh, lama betul tunggu ni. Cepat sket ye management team. Saya dah tak sabar dah ni…!

[ape da. Kate nak tules dalam point form… Ngee..]

DUA
Kenapa saya tiba-tiba sibuk dan tiba-tiba ter ‘mencarut’ dalam entri sebelum ni?
Sebab, Incik Boss juga tiba-tiba kata dia akan di transfer ke Timur Tengah akhir bulan ini.
Rescuer la konon. Katanya, projek di sana progressnya sangat lembab. So, kononnya dia dihantar ke sana untuk speed up the progress la.
Katanya. Entahlah, betul ke tidak.
Dan terus saya di sini menjadi super stress kerana banyak perkara yang perlu diselesaikan sebelum ‘beliau’ pergi meninggalkan Alam Warisan yang kepam ini.

TIGA
Saya menjadi sedikit lega apabila mendapat tahu bahawa pemergian Incik Boss adalah bersifat sementara sahaja.
4 bulan. Katanya.
Dan kemungkinan Incik Boss akan kembali semula ke Alam Warisan yang kepam ini untuk proses final account dan VO works yang super berlambak, yang kos nya masih belum sempat dihantar ke Client.
Yayyy…!!
*Bos, balik tau Bos. I need you.* [buat muka simpati]

EMPAT
Saya pernah terfikir mungkin kerana saya sangat ‘special’ (rujuk SATU), mungkin pesanan yang saya buat itu tercicir.
Saya berharap a.k.a berangan, untuk made up the things kan, the Management Team yang menguruskan hal pembelian tu akan buat penghantaran ke rumah saya directly by-hand.
Wooow, itu adalah super best!
Mari-mari. Silalah datang ke rumah saya.

LIMA
Speaking of rumah.
Mungkin hujung bulan ini saya akan kembali ke rumah saya. Yaayyy.
Oh, pada siapa yang tidak tahu, saya dan keluarga sekarang duduk menyewa.
Ada sedikit proses ubah suai yang dilakukan terhadap rumah saya.
Sangat teruja juga mahu melihat transformasi itu. Saya sendiri tak sempat nak menjenguk keadaan semasa.
Nantilah, ada masa saya apload gambar ya…
Yang pasti, mungkin saya kena apply MC lagi.
Sakit pinggang woo masa nak angkut pindah barang nanti.

ENAM
Mood swing saya tidak menentu kebelakangan ni.
Sekejap saya happy.
Sekejap saya sedih.
Kejap rasa mahu menangis.
Tiba-tiba senyum tak bersebab.
Pelik betul.
Kenapa eh…?
Boleh tak jika mahu gembira sentiasa.
Macam yang Meredith pernah cakap,

‘The waiting is fun. And we need fun. From now on I wanna be bright and shiny.’

But, what’s the thing that I’ve been waiting for huhh? Ooo, maybe that ‘by-hand delivery’ thing haa…
Gaa, I’m dreaming again.
(-_-“)

Enough is Enough (No More Tears)

Heylo…
Bersarang sudah laman ni rasanya.
Bermula dari tahunya pemergian “The best Daddy that you could ever imagine” itu, terus idea untuk menulis menjadi terencat.
Hendak mengomel tentang insan yang dikatakan genius muzik itu pula, sudah terlalu basi rasanya. Dan terlalu overrated.
Resam manusia kan?
Bila sudah tiada baru reti untuk menghargai.

Tiada apa yang menarik pun yang saya lalui sepanjang proses ‘berkabung’ saya.
Cuma yang pasti, baik di ‘pejabat’ mahu pun di dalam kereta, hanya CD ‘Number Ones’ dan ‘The Essential’ sahaja yang sering diputar.
Jika sudah bosan mendengar lagu-lagu Inggeris, ‘Dengan Secara Kebetulan’ pula yang digantikan.

Hidup sangat mendatar akhir-akhir ini.
Cuba untuk rencahkan dengan perkara-perkara menarik, tapi hasilnya tetap tawar.
Pernah saya terfikir, jika adalah hidden kamera yang merakamkan riwayat hidup saya, pasti drama / filem itu tidak laku.
Tak menarik langsung!

Hai, entahlah.
Menyampah juga dengan kerja yang macam n*jis.
Menyiapkan saki-baki kerja orang lain yang dulunya juga buat kerja seperti n*jis.
Ingat saya ni pencacai kah?
Patutlah incik bos memanggilnya ‘Joker’
Habis, saya ini apa?
Yang pasti saya bukanlah Batman. Saya tidak sehebat Bruce Wayne itu. Lebih tepat, saya hanya seorang kuli.



nota kaki: Nak pergi tengok Half-Blood Prince Khamis ni.

Harapan Kecewa

Sayang lah nak apdet dengan entri baru.
Sayang dengan entri yang sebelum ni.
Tapi takpe lah.
Life must go on kan?
Lagi-lagi sekarang ni tengah mood kurang gembira.
Kenapa?

Harapan Kecewa.

That’s it!
Jangan tanya kenapa.
Tapi memang betul-betul kecewa.
Perasan terlebih kot.
Whatever!

Ok, last Thursday bawak watashi no Koibito ke Proton COSE.
Biasalah, kenalah di service kan?
Berlubang lagi poket.

Sambil tunggu kereta siap, ajak Along ponteng juga.
Hehhe, and luckily dia memang pun nak ponteng kerja hari tu.
Citt, alasan la konon kata Cerry Berry.
(tu la, sape suro makan petai banyak-banyak.. gagaga…)

Next destination – Mutiara Damansara.
Saja jalan-jalan.
Beli itu ini.
Just want to kill the time before Proton tell me that my car’s ready.
Dalam pukul 4 lebih, koibito pun dah siap.
Then, pergi la kembali ke COE Building Service Centre untuk ambil koibito ku yang cantik di polish.
Kesian dia, dah lama tak buang daki. Ngee…
Check twitter updet kejap.
Oh, shoot!
‘Dia’ ada kat The Curve pulak.
Frust nya… Kalau lah layan tekak Along kat Starbucks, agaknya dapat lah jadi orang gila lagi for that day.
Well, God knows well.
Ada hikmah di sebalik kejadian tu…

Petang, pergi jogging (teman Along ye. Ditegaskan di sini – teman Along)
Balik pancit… huhhu…
Bangun pagi – sakit perut!
Alahai, takpe lah. Amek MC.
(takyah pergi kerja lagi hari ni…)

Sungguh sengal 2 hari tanpa internet tau.
Kejap-kejap check fesbuk & twitter via handphone.
What can I say?
Right now, I’m addicted to it.
Tapi, itu lah kan…
Sekali dapat tahu benda yang tak best pulak.
‘Harapan Kecewa’ lagi.

Makanya, untuk melayan kekecewaan itu, saya nak layan ‘Dengan Secara Kebetulan’ sampai saya jumpa ‘Punca dan Tindakan’.

Is that a good solution?
Makin rabak hati aku adalah…
Mmm…



nota telinga: Sukalah dengan ‘Compromise’. Seperti di carik-carik rasanya di dalam.

La La La Kerjalah

Heyyloo…
Masa untuk apdet…!

Hari sabtu yang malas. Lately ni (dalam seminggu dua ni la) malas betul nak pergi kerja.
Bila dah pergi kerja, malas pula nak buat kerja.
Hihhi, vitamin M yang melampau sudah mula menular nih… Ngee…

Mana tak malas?
Kerja baru hendak surut, dengan tiba-tiba nya bertimbun balik.
Rajin macam mana pun kerja tetap tak habis-habis.
Tu yang jadi bertambah malas tu.
Hisyyhh, tak baik kan saya…?

Setiap pagi, bangun tidur saja dok sibuk pasang niat:

‘amek EL la ari ni’

Atau

‘datang lambat sket la ari ni’

Tapi, bila terbayangkan tulisan kad ketik menjadi merah, terus kensel niat jahat itu.
Hahha, kan saya da kata,
Saya skema!

Lama rasanya tak pergi bercuti.
Cik Norma, bila kita nak jenjalan lagi…?
Huhhu…

Hari Khamis lepas, seronok gila bila Incik Bos suruh saya hantar important document ke HQ di PJ.
Yayy, boleh balik awal!
Pukul 4.30 sudah sampai rumah. Hahhaha.

Mungkin disebabkan itu, semalam Incik Bos suruh saya buat kerja yang agak menyampah dan leceh.
Deadline – 20 April 2009 which is this Monday!
Banyak lagi woo yang tak siap.
Kejap lagi nak pergi check sump dekat site pulak.
Yuck…



nota kaki: kawan-kawan, apa yang harus saya buat dengan no tel Incik W yang saya dapat awal bulan hari tu? Save saja kah…? Huhhu…