The Self-Destruct Button


Akal : Itulah. Menyibuk lagi. Kan dah kena. Degil sangat kan? Padan muka. Malu tak?

Hati : Tak, tak malu pun. In fact, masih lagi nak teruskan rutin yang satu ini. Peduli apa.

Akal : Kenapa nak seksa diri sendiri? Bukalah mata, luaskan pandangan.

Hati: Mata memang sentiasa terbuka. Pandangan sentiasa ada di depan mata.

Akal : So, what are you waiting for? Live with your fullest heart. Don't waste your time.

Hati : Nantilah. It's not the right time... yet.

Akal: Sampai bila nak tunggu masa tu sampai?

Hati: Entah. Maybe one day.

Akal : Tak ada gunanya akal yang celik kalau hati dah bulat kan?

Hati : Correct! I know I have a bright brain. And I know I am very stubborn.

Akal : I will always guide you. No matter what you know.

Hati : Yeap. Please. Maybe one day I also will need you. But not now. Even I know I'm not 100% happy, but I think I'm ok with my current situation.

Akal : Whatever. Just remember, don't fly too high. When your wings broken, you might get hurt.

Hati : Point noted.


“Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know, maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop”
– Meredith Grey




nota kaki: Kris Allen yang menang? Isyhh, ironi betul lah event lately ni. Huhhu…


1 2 3 4


1-2-1-2-3-4
Give me more loving than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feeling sad
Tell me I'm special even when I know I'm not
Make it feel good when it hurts so bad
Barely get mad
I'm so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy

It's as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There's only
ONE thing (one)
TWO do (two)
THREE words (three)
FOUR you... (four)
(I love you) I love you
There's only
ONE way (one)
TWO say (two)
Those THREE words (three)
And that's what I'll do... (four)
(I love you) I love you

Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make it feel good when it hurts so bad
The best that I've had
And I'm so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy

It's as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There's only
ONE thing (one)
TWO do (two)
THREE words (three)
FOUR you... (four)
(I love you) I love you
There's only
ONE way (one)
TWO say (two)
Those THREE words (three)
And that's what I'll do... (four)
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you

You make it easy
It's as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There's only
ONE thing
TWO do
THREE words
FOUR you...
(I love you) I love you
There's only
ONE way
TWO say
Those THREE words
And that's what I'll do...
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
1-2-3-4
I love you
(I love you) I love you



nota telinga: Comel sangat la lagu ni. The VidClip also not so bad. New single from Plain White T’s.



Rock & Roll


Bila la nak berubah?


Sampai bila asyik nak menghendap orang?

Asyik menghendap je, serangnya tidak pun?

Akhirnya sendiri yang jatuh tersungkur.

Menyerang pun tidak,

Di serang pun tidak.

Orang tak kacau, kau yang tergolek?

Apa hal?



No Air


Tak tahu kenapa.
Bak kata Yuna,

‘Seperti ku bernafas dalam air’
(ghaa…ghaa…ghaa… ;D)

Tetiba rasa teruja itu datang lagi.
Seperti kembali ke zaman muda remaja (hihhi…)
Zaman melompat tak pandang orang keliling.
Menjerit tanpa rasa segan silu.
Dan aksi-aksi lain yang mungkin boleh membuatkan makhluk lain yang melihat berasa pelik, jelik atau takut dengan saya (erkk…)

It is all because of him.
Him – that I’ve been adores.
Him – that I always been fantasies about.
Him – that I wish exist in my life!

Woaahh!
Macam orang gila bayang pulak.
Ok, ok… let all the excitedness and teruja ness explain through this picture that I found yesterday.



Hot right people…?
Or is it just me?
Hahh, peduli la orang lain nak fikir apa pun.
Saya tetap ‘gila’ kan dia.
Hehhe…

Lambatnya bulan November itu mahu muncul.
Takpa lah, kita tunggu Little Ashes dulu eh…
Incik Rob a.k.a. Mr Spunk Ransom kata ceritanya lebih kurang sama dengan cerita yang telah berjaya menjadikan dia Hottest Vampire of the Year itu.
Forbidden Love.
Tapi kali ini terlarang kerana …
**flashback sket Brokeback Mountain**
Haahh..?? Tidakkkkk…!!!



nota cardio: tenang betty, tenang… aku tahu andrenelin rush itu sedang menyerang…